oh man i dunno why im blogging too haha. second day of sch was qt fun i guess... not really learning anything yet but tt could be cos i fell asleep twice! oh man. and i drank coffee summore la. i guess it din work... hmm maybe i really shld try sleeping earlier haha. which i will! sighz actually i realised that i always have alot of questions abt stuff but then after i go and sleep ill forget all of them! and tts bad right cos then i dun find out whats the meanings of stuff... oh wells.

anyway i am abit confused abt something right now and its all abit wierd but dunno la haha. sometimes i think its kinda good that i was made the way i am cos if not i might just really hurt alot of pple. and noone is gonna understand this except me hehs which is the pt

anyway i kinda realise tt this yr feels diff from last yr, like we all seem so much more together now, like the holidays have bonded everyone, and i guess they have! and its a nice feeling la but im still worried that ill lose my other friends i guess. speaking of tt, joy and jo are leaving soon and thier farewell was on sunday at my place. i guess it was qt sad but i have to say i wasnt very sad. as in, its never nice to see your friends going away but maybe im just the type to not get very affected by such things la. tts y i dun really miss people very much but yeah it will be different without them la.yeps but i def wish you well and will be praying hard for you guys!

anyway im glad that after all the praying on sat, the fear is gone and yeah im so glad that things are happening, its like i know i havent been given a spirit of timidity but one of power, and yet i keep falling into the fear trap, but i think that God has been showing me the way out and teaching me how to avoid it so yeah :)